Tag: #love
Ember hues.
This poem is too vulgar.
In what my dad describes as a pure teak
bed, his dad got built in 1955, I plunder
the history of my entire family, in a single night.
Nero, who is still
clumsy at best, hurts his bare feet
as I laugh in distance. The trees that
were on the window pull up and stare,
Shake violently in protest.
This vulgar desire that has long existed
in monochrome, reveals to me
Nero’s face in freckles, his hand
playing with my hair as the smell
of his perfume, eucalyptus, escapes the room
and entices the gods too,
makes the mirrors jealous, sit up
in surprise, as my eyes move back
to Nero’s again. I taste the soft skin
on his neck, go down, the bridge
his back, his muscles defined
through history. As perverse sounds
fill the room, penetrate walls.
My memory fades, I forget if Nero
is who he says, if his language
is one I speak.
Our voiceless faces in exile
console each other all night.
It is kindness that keeps us together,
plundering teak beds for pleasure
In lost homes.
Embroidery.
Home
Absence.
Saturday.
like sunflowers belong to the sun
I wish my name carried words
from yours. I hunt here on the bed.
Where your scent still lies on my favourite
bed-sheet.
That i must wash today
before mother arrives and asks
what i did for the weekend
as i sit imagining you, your lips
and how your hands carried me last
Saturday.
Now, I wait. Patiently for mother
with my carefully constructed lies
i watch the front door, wishing, imagining:
you walk through the door, with
Saturday in your arms and on your lips,
Me.
Exile.
“Of all sweet passions Shame is the loveliest.”
the title for this poem comes from a poem by Lord Alfred Douglas of the same name.